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Poke her face

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 17:17:28 GMT

I am finally a freshman in college (How many years did that take) lol

Anyways I started school about two weeks ago and I thought it was amazing. I am currently at Parsons the new school of Design. It was wonderful. (I didn't get lost either!!) which is good. I didnt have internet for a while but my dad fixed that.

Only reason I was able to go to college was because of all the support I got from my wonderful family and boyfriend. I cant thank them enough. (None of them know I am writing on this entry) i still cant believe i still have a xanga.

But all is well, right now im just waiting for the clock to hit 3 in order for me to meet up with a partner and work on a project.

Now that you're updated i'll definately see you later xanga.

tooodles

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 09:21:34 GMT

Mood: Feeling Insecure

Friday, July 10, 2009

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 00:24:48 GMT

Mood: Pretty good

Hello there Xangers (if there are any actually reading this)

It is already 9:20 pm but I've been doing alot of things for college this whole month and I hadn't had time to post anything up on this blog.

Im doing great actually, im very excited for my first year of college, I need to figure out how the hell am i suppose to apply for a Perkins Loan.

Well imma go to sleep now, im tired.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Sun, 31 May 2009 01:52:28 GMT

Dear Xanga

I haven't written here in awhile but Hi!

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Tue, 05 May 2009 20:26:53 GMT

Mood: Emotionally distressed

I don't know why, i have a tendency to be really excited one moment and be extremely pissed off the next =[

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Tue, 14 Apr 2009 15:11:48 GMT

Mood: Content

God, please help me succeed in my career, that i may one day be able to help you, and my family never have money troubles.

Amen.

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So college is very near, and i am totally prepared for the debt im gonna be in! TOTALLY!!! 12k in debt every year HECK YEAHH!! haha, well with God on my side i will do it. I'm prepared for independence and to finally live my own life, and of course be fashion designer. =D

I'm gonna be Miss Independent~!

You know what I'm craving?

Some nice Flan... ;P

Hey everyone

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 00:12:33 GMT

Mood: Great

I love my family, i love my boyfriend but most of all i love God. Thank you for the life you've given me.

I might, after college, have my mom and dad go to college. It would be best for them to do that, that way they could earn more money than what they have right now. Plus, we have family here (In Connecticut) that are very envious of us for some reason and i'd like them to move as far as possible from those weirdos.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Thu, 19 Mar 2009 11:09:42 GMT

omg! I got a new latop im so excited, well, i's actually for when i go to college, but im excited nonetheless!

Friendships

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 19:00:16 GMT

Mood: Doing great!

I've realised, i've never truly had a "best" friend. In second grade when I thought I had a best friend she left me for her Cousin (can you believe that?) Later I tried my shot at a "best" friend again in middle school, one of them became envious of me and the other one didn't appreciate all the things I had done for her, I remember that particular girl, I wanted to seriously keep in touch with and so one time I decided to ask her to hang out with me and she got upset telling me "we hardly know each other so why would I want to hang out with you." That really did a number on me and that was my last attempt at trying to even BE her friend. In high school, I met SEVERAL people I could consider friends but I would weed out only a couple to be my true friends. and those were Tess, Ashley and Heather. But even still, i don't consider them my "best" friends.

However this made me realise that my friends were right in front of my face the whole time! My mother is one of them, always caring for me and nurturing me, My father always there for me financially and emotionally, My sister and brother bugging me to hell but always being there when I needed them the most. And one of my best BEST friends in the world-- the one I want to spend my life with is my boyfriend Jesus, I've been with him for 4 years and never once did I doubt his potential to be a TRUE Best friend.

These are my true and ONLY friends. They are my family.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 22:41:10 GMT

Mood: Very Happy!!

I just realise how lucky I am to have the ability to keep a boyfriend and focus on my studies at the same time, something alot of my friends are unable to do (well, one girl in particular)

Well, it's a long story but, I haven't spoken to this friend in an entire year but two days ago she decides to message me to tell me she had a pregnancy scare and that it was her first time having sex and that she might not graduate from high school because of her poor grades, and how her boyfriend is cheating on her etc. And i was just thinking "why the hell is this girl telling me this? Doesn't she have someone closer to speak to!?"

After a whole year...your gonna tell me that you had sex

Well CONGRATULATIONS ON GETTING LAID! I tried to be nice and offered some advice to her, I told her "If you can't juggle a boyfriend and school at the same time, i suggest you go for the txtbook and ditch the cheating boyfriend"

I just hope that girl takes my advice and can stop talking to me!!!!

I also realised that my Papi is getting old =\ it saddens me cos he's not energetic like he used to be anymore, he used to take us out to movies almost every weekend. And this whole week i've been sick but the day im not he doesn't takes his sweet ass time watching old Mexican movies, while im trying to push him to go to the mall with me.

=\ poor daddy and he's only 44!